when i love blue, don’t offer me red or green or orange… just let me drawn in blue, i want blue in my life. event if it’s forever blue.. so let it be blue… love you blue!
address me as an evil, you really know how to turn my world up side down. your cry is my weakness, even a hero sometimes have to put his knee down in front of the enemy. but you’re not my enemy, even it has to… then you’ll be my favorite villain. hey am the hero here… then you are the princess. and your wish is my command…
if only i own the sky, i’ll protect the world from the sadness with one big warm hug. i want to see the earth smile, cause she know there someone that always be there for her. yes i might be jealous to the moon, but it’s way suppose to be, there’s won’t be a night without him. even thought it tearing my heart apart, i just still couldn’t complain to the God for all the reasons. yes.. i am mad.. i sad.. and i cry for not able close to you. but i will keep my promise, i will always shine at day and fill the emptiness although it hurts so much…
i thought i could lose my mind to suppress the stories that i leave behind, cause the faith won’t let me live this time. just say that i already dead. my soul is no longer in my mind, and my mind is already gone, and my feelings… it’s separated from my ego. am just a dead man walking. and empty shell that forced to catch up some dreams… i couldn’t longer heard the voice calling out my name. the catastrophe just begin, and there’s no more sanctuary for my even soul…
you call me when you’re alone, i’ll be there..
you call me when i was in the middle of something, i’ll be there..
you call me when your selfish boyfriend ignoring you, i’ll be there..
you call me when am dreaming, i’ll be there..
i’ll be there even just to hear you sing..
i’ll be there even you ask me to come back later..
i’ll be there even you mad at me without a reason..
i’ll be there even you just ignore me when i get there..
i’ll always be there for you..
maybe you can just leave and walk away, but that scar would never be healed. just say that would be a mark about sacrifice and sincerity
if it wasn’t you.. i wouldn’t just say nothing
if it wasn’t you.. i would raise my head and look straight at the eye
if it wasn’t you.. i will do anything i want
and if it wasn’t you.. i won’t try this hard
i’ll put this dream in the box, while wait you to realize the meaning of my words… this day i wouldn’t longer walk in the clouds, waiting the sun raise his head. you beat me down… maybe i would still with the world. but i will just stand still watching it from my sanctuary, because you know where to find me…
i am not going to hurting myself when am disappointed… and i am also not going shout it loud to the world… am no longer brute person who release the anger inside without realizing the consequences. but is not that i don’t want to… but wan’t to be the same as the person who usually make you sad. i’ll be stand stood.. but that’s not because i don’t want to…
it’s rain today… and i can’t keep myself from drowning… it’s all blue, no more tomorrow for this heart. am done… today would be my last day to see the rainbow
