i thought i could lose my mind to suppress the stories that i leave behind, cause the faith won’t let me live this time. just say that i already dead. my soul is no longer in my mind, and my mind is already gone, and my feelings… it’s separated from my ego. am just a dead man walking. and empty shell that forced to catch up some dreams… i couldn’t longer heard the voice calling out my name. the catastrophe just begin, and there’s no more sanctuary for my even soul…
